Birthdays Aren’t Always Happy (and That’s OK)

I don't think about birthdays like most people probably do. 

For those of you that know me, my BIRTHday has always been a BIG deal to me…I celebrate the entire week! But this year is different for several reasons. 

If you would have asked me 5 years ago, I never would have thought I’d be sitting here, about to turn 37, writing about infertility and still not have a baby after years of trying. As you can imagine, I have mixed feelings about celebrating birthdays when all we really want is a new birthday in our family to celebrate. 

If you or a loved one have been through IVF, you understand. This year, I am dreading my birthday on June 6th. The day I used to celebrate for a full week...I'm now dreading. 

Another year older; not just me, but most importantly, my EGGS. Another year and no baby. Another year of trying…trying for a successful transfer, praying for God to keep me positive, patient, and less angry. 

Not to mention the strain it puts on my marriage and family, but we will save those stories for another day.

On June 6th, I will turn 37 and I am starting all over with IVF. That may not mean much if you have never experienced it or known someone who has. I hope that by telling my story, I can help more people understand the struggle that is infertility. Because it’s tough to understand and it’s tough to talk about.

It is now or never for me and that’s why we’re getting a second opinion for our family. That's why this foundation is so close to my heart. 

And that's why this year, instead of celebrating my birthday with gifts, I humbly ask that you consider giving to Delivering Hope the Cash and Cooper Foundation instead. It would mean a lot to me and my family, and our hopes going forward. It also means a lot to the people we want to help in their journey while experiencing infertility